A blog about my return to high school teaching after ten years in higher education.
Showing posts with label indecision. Show all posts
Showing posts with label indecision. Show all posts
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Too Much Knowledge Can Be a Bad Thing
Overwhelmed. If there was one word to describe myself in terms of planning for instruction that would be it. When I first began teaching in 1996, I was six years out of my teacher education program and four years post-masters. In between I subbed and waited tables. Pretty far removed from where I thought I would be. In fact, when I got the call to come teach, I was living 13 hours away waiting tables at a Cajun restaurant.
It was what I had been waiting for, so I packed my car and drove back to Florida--and started teaching. My teaching toolbox at that time was pretty small. I think I did a good job, but I only had so many good strategies to pull from.
Now, nearly two decades and a PhD later, my toolbox is essentially the size of a garage. I have TONS of really, really good tools from a ton of really, really smart folks (Jago, Beers, Blau, Probst, Smagorinsky, Milner, etc.). It is almost crippling because I want to use ALL of what I know, and that is simply impossible. Every day a war wages in my mind about whose ideas to use. In thinking too much and too long maybe I am just missing out on the obvious. My fear is that this back and forth and indecision is hindering rather than helping my students . . .
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